Chapter 43 - Song and Shadow - Part 1
Ruusan
“Smaller than I thought…” Zearic said of the world that loomed so large in Vhal’Dan history, peering out the view screen, upright despite the tense pains rippling across his limbs, thankful at least this time they were limbs of flesh not metal..
Even with the information from the Triptych it had still been hard to pinpoint Ruusan, shifting Nebulae of the Teraab Sector in which it was located had long since cut off hyperspace lanes used in ancient time, a series of micro jumps was needed to reach it.
This was largely accomplished by Alex and Joanna on the
Hope it’s ‘smuggler grade’ sensor and navigation system far better than the
Wayfarer.
They had agreed to continue with them, albeit alone on the
Hope, not giving a reason, perhaps it was simply curiosity.
Arnor hoped it gave them a chance to see at least a glimmer of the man her husband could be.
“Nothing on the scans, no signals, a few bits of wreckage, clone wars era…looks like an old outpost.” Jaim explained checking the read outs
“We’ll have to let the force guide us,” Arnor concluded, feeling out the planet below. It was musty with age, a deep iron taste in the rockier zones, verdant and lush elsewhere with a sense of fresh life undistributed by technology or the war that had once marred its surface.
She pointed to a deep gash in the topographic scan
“There…where it feels like old blood,”
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“Bigger than I thought,” Zearic grunted.
Built to honour the fallen of the last war in a thousand year darkness they stood at the entrance to the Valley of the Jedi, two vast statues mossy around the feet with age, once sharp sculpting of their hoods softened by wind and rain of a millenia.
Beyond that into the orange and red Valley were dozens more Statues, many built of minerals native to the home worlds of the Jedi they represented.
Deeper in, their fly over had detected various structures, a meditation complex, and dozens of entrances to below ground chambers.
“This will take decades to explore and excavate.” Jaim said looking round behind them where the Valley rocks gave way to a small rocky clearing before the low height forests, still not fully recovered from the war, began.
Every few seconds Alex thought he caught a glimpse of one of the fabled ‘Bouncers’ fluffy green floating creatures of legend, but if they were real he doubted they would approach them.
“Kind of peaceful here,” Joanna noted as Zuzu tramped about on uneven ground performing post flight checks.
“It’s here…” Karmack whispered “I can hear it…” staring between the two vast guardians of the Valley.
“Do you know where?” Arnor asked
He shook his head
“Not precisely not without the…”
She knew he meant the Ancient One.
“One thing you were right about is we don’t really have time to lose, Alex…the box…” she called
“Are you sure,” the young knight asked, still keeping his distance from them.
She looked hard at her husband, scrutinizing his every emotion. He opened himself fully to the inquisition, bearing no ill feeling, he had broken her trust, everyone's trust, that would take a lot of work to repair.
“Yes,” she replied.
It took a few minutes before Alex reappeared from the
Hope, hurriedly handing the box over to Jaim.
“I don’t ever want those things on our ship again,”
Zearic nodded drawing his daggers out,
“You wo….” he paused as he sheathed the Nocte, a sudden instinctual need to
Submit his wretched self to the Pure Ones washing over him.
“Zearic?” Jaim asked noticing the pause
“Karm whatever you have to do…hurry…
They’re here…”
Karmack nodded tentatively, taking his saber up, the Ancient One silent and empty of any lingering trace of the emotions he had poured into it.
“Stay with the ships,” he said
“It’s me they want, and only me…I need to resolve this,” he looked back at them, the drawn look on his face showed this was not an arrogant attempt to play the hero or sacrifice himself, but mere grim fact that the Master Singer himself resented.
“If I’m not back in a day - leave,”
Arnor stepped toward him, squeezing his hand, and motioning but then deciding not to kiss his cheek, a sting Kamrack felt in his heart.
“Be safe,” she said as he turned to the Valley and into the shadow of Knights he could never measure up to.
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He walked for nearly an hour before he even thought to touch the Ancient One with the Force, only when he reached a junction in the Valley, a large Plinth inscribed in Old Aurebesh listing names and battles, the Lament of Lord Hoth in italicized script beneath.
“Where to from here…” He breathed deeply afraid the moment he drew the Force through the Crystal he would become that Monster instantly.
His injuries from the fight with Zearic were still biting, endurable but grating. With the Ancient One he could, if not restore himself fully, at least take the sharper edges off.
With teeth set firm, eyes closed he did so.
It was the same sensation, the same expansion and sharpening of his senses, pulsing vigour in his body, rapidity of mind…he had forgotten how ‘dull’ and ‘limited’ he was without this power.
A power he had embraced too much believing he and he alone could and should bear it. How isolated that made him now.
The Song here was deep and sorrowful, notes of grief, and sacrifice, tones of tragic loss and questionable gain. It was all the sharper for what Karmack knew had happened in the thousand years since the War, yes there had been times of Prosperity, the glory of the High Republic…but never peace, only slow decay into the Clone Wars and now, another Sith Empire falling slowly, taking so much with it.
It seemed a cycle they could not escape from. A cycle of desire, greed, and the fear that provoked in others, the violence to take or resist…how much had he contributed to that?
“The cycle has to be broken…” he said aloud as he walked the overgrown paths, old tiles covered in accumulated dirt, weeds breaching through the gaps.
For what was this place but a monument to the folly of that cycle of war and loss, a marker left behind in stone and Song of the price to be paid for ambition, greed, self righteousness, irrational belief in one's own truths.
Why had he not heeded the warnings?
And could he ever be forgiven?
He walked with the infusing energy of the Ancient One trickling repair across his cells until the Sun vanished behind the Valley walls, past dozens of the Sentinel Jedi, the red dusts of the natural rock covering him from head to toe as he breathed gritty dry air.
At last he came to a row of half buried Mortuaries, Seals on the Doors astonishingly untampered with, on each differing Symbols carved in the native stones. He vaguely recognized one as similar to an Old Vhal’Dan Crest, the others he didn’t know, except one.
A Simplistic symbol of a Book before crossed swords, on the book pages Mak’Tora, Runes that spelled ‘To the Maker I Commit them’.
This…this was the place.
Gingerly he approached the only seeming entrance, filled long since with dirt blown from over the Valley edge that even now appeared a mist rain in the purple dusk light. Without any digging equipment he drew on the Fore to scoop the dirt from the stairwell that led deep underground.
At the far end was a rounded sealed door with no obvious entry mechanisms, but faded by time around the edge were musical notations. With a sad smile he traced his fingers along them, reading the Rhythms.
With a calm sigh he sat and disassembled his saber enough to remove the Ancient one, then, in perfect accord with the carving, began to Sing.
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Beautiful as it was sorrowful the Song echoed through the Valley to the small camp in the rocky clearing where the ships sat.
The Force itself seemed to still and bow in contemplation of the losses so long ago.
Arnor sat staring at the blue and red stars grieving the loss of something far nearer, a trust, a hope, a belief she feared had been lost. She wanted to trust, to love Karmack again, but could she? The vows she had made so many years before had never felt such a burden as these last weeks, the thought of years of such was too much to bear.
Alex contemplated his own lost Master Cunn, and what he could or should’ve done these past few days. There were moments he certainly could’ve done more, but so used to hiding his powers for safety from the Inquisition he had instinctively held back. Maybe it wouldn't have mattered, Karmack with his Crystal was beyond anything he had ever sensed but still, he couldn't shake the feeling he could’ve done a lot more.
Even Joanna could feel the mournful flow of the life-giving energy field even if she couldn’t explain its origin, to her it was a dour feeling settling over the camp as she switched on the Glo-Lumen and warmed pre-packed meals for them.
She hadn’t said anything to Alex but the more they got involved with these Jedi sects the more afraid she was becoming - her eyes were being opened to a larger galaxy, and frankly one she wished she didn’t know about. She felt naked compared to the other Force users, unable to see what they did, stumbling blindly, their conversations about things she couldn’t comprehend.
An outsider status Zearic could empathize with as he knelt at the edge of the forest staring into the blackness, breathing in the cool evening air in deep gulps, wondering if he could, or should ever go home?
As he gazed into the black of the forest the darkness began to stare back.
With a deep gulp he slowly stood and walked to the makeshift camp.
“Everyone, put your weapons on the ground and step away from them,” he said in slow measured tones breaking them from the spell of the Dirge Karmack sung kilometers away.
Before anyone could ask why the passing of a cloud from in front of the Third Sister Moon revealed the two vast Shadows that had followed Zearic from the darkness.
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The Song completed the Seal rolled away revealing a deep blackness.
Lighting his one small Glow stick Karmack entered tentatively, cautious with every step in direct contrast to the frantic rush of the last weeks.
There would not be many bodies, most would’ve been taken to Coruscant, those that could not probably left more due to limited resources than choice.
Compared to Coruscant there was a paucity of decoration, only the barest inscriptions on solid walls where bodies never found in the butchered aftermath of battle were honoured, the very occasional urn or rust eaten piece of armour.
The Tomb was built as a downward curve toward what Karmack deduced was a central room that joined all six of the mortuaries he had seen at ground level.
The light stick flickered and once more, he begrudgingly lit his saber, the yellow light and flow of the Ancient one sharpening the sense of direction.
But unlike the last month or more this time he felt the nascent presence of the Entities within the Crystal once more, a subtle presence but undeniable.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered to them as he stepped slowly
“I…I thought myself right, and righteous, I used what you gave me without consideration for others…I know I need to repent, to reconcile…I know I don’t deserve it, but please, trust and aid me on this final stretch. I realise now I cannot, and should never have tried, to do this alone.”
He felt nothing in response either way as the tunnel widened into a large chamber a light shining from the center.
There beneath the carved faces of dozens of Jedi that held the vaulted ceiling on their carved backs was a vast crystal, unlikely to be the fabled Adegan at the Center of Johun Othones creation, this was a smaller conduit to the Force Nexus of the planet.
Arranged around it, heads resting against the base of the Crystal, were sarcophagi with faded paintings bearing a likeness to the faces carved above.
The crystal glimmered a soft white, enough light that he could switch his saber off as he was drawn to one burial.
Brushing off the light red dust of the natural rock of the cavern was the name he had searched for - Jar’Es’Kinsler.
The son of the last to bear the Clan name, the others of the Xandir bloodline having long since married into other Clans, here was the last bearer of the Starfire.
“Jar’Es’Kinsler, son of Gel’I’Xandir-Kinsler…” He read the words in old Aurebesh rather than Mak’Tora Runes, indicating she had been interred sometime after the Mak’Tor had left, perhaps only one remaining to seal their Mortuaries entrance after.
“...Of the 100…”
The 100 who had died in the Thought Bomb…that made more sense, there was no body to bury and inscribe with the sacred Runes. But…then the Starfire…
“Could it survive a thought bomb?,” he wondered aloud, the Ancient One had - but at extreme cost to the entities within.
Feeling assured there was no body to disturb he gently used the force to pry the Sarcophagi lid, a spray of sealed air hissing out dry and stale.
Lighting his saber he cast it over the remains.
A few pieces of ancient armour, scraps of a Cloak and a cylindrical bundle wrapped in linen.
Gingerly he lifted it out, feeling some of the fabric flake away with age, unwrapping slowly the archaic saber, damaged and burnt out, barely had it been revealed when the crystal dropped, lifeless and black.
“Gone,” he sighed, disappointed but not surprised the Thought Bomb had destroyed it.
The power he had once lusted for to destroy Artemis had never existed in his lifetime at all. He could scarcely imagine the rage he would’ve felt had he found it in his mania.
His emotions burnt out he simply stared calmly at its blankness before placing it back as carefully as he could.
Turning away he reached the tunnel exit, switching on his saber for light once more.
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What?
He switched the blade off…then on again ******
“It's reacting, to the Ancient One!” perhaps, perhaps it wasn’t destroyed just…Hibernating, or closed off.
Rushing back he removed the crystal once again, it flickered with small lights from within as he brought the Ancient One near it. Removing his own crystal he sat beneath the Adegan Nexus Channel and began to Sing through the Ancient One a Song of Awakening into the Starfire.
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“Alex…I really really don’t like this…” Joanna stammered as she dropped her pistol to the ground,
“We’re safe, if we don’t attack they won’t hurt us…” Zearic insisted under their thrall.
There were three Oblivion Warriors that they could see, given how pitch black everything was around the camp, likely more remained hidden.
Alex gripped his saber tight, Zeaic fixed him with a stare
“Don’t do anything rash…If they get what they want then we all get to leave,” Zearic continued, the words barely his own. The Pure Ones did not speak to him - his tainted blood made him unworthy of such a boon - yet he knew their Will as a compressive fist wrapped around his own consciousness leaving him a passenger in a body that moved and spoke of its own accord to their voiceless needs.
“And if they don’t?” Alex asked mentally calculating how fast he could sweep Joanna up and make for the
HopeZearic, or rather the Compulsion that controlled him had no answer.
For the first time one of the Shadows stepped past Zearic toward Alex. It pointed a silent finger at his saber, then the ground.
“Lipnucks…” Alex whispered in preference to a stronger expletive, finally relenting.
Barely had the saber touched the ground than a mist of black swept it from his sight along with every other weapon.
Zearic calmly lowered his hands indicating they should sit.
“Now we just wait,”
“For what?” Jaim asked this time.
“For Karm,” Arnor said, staring at the most distant of the BA’s partially concealed at the Forest's edge, the one she somehow knew was the leader.
“Maker help him,”
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