The Darth Lyn's Diary

[Rorbach]

My name was Nostar Bloo. I was a Jedi knight. My master trained me the best she could. I was a child when she came to me. "You have it in you, you have it in your blood, in your bones, and in your mind." She tell me how use the Force. I discovered the Jedi's Order and what be a Jedi mean.
When I was a young teenager, I had to choose what I would became. I choose a Jedi Sentinel, to be closer as possible of the population who needs the Jedi's help. I had to make my own lightsaber in the same time. Millia bring me to a cavern, every wall was covered of stones and crystals of every color I can imagine. I took a yellow Crystal. After having taken this yellow one, I saw another Crystal. An orange one. My eyes froze one it. It was so... darkly bright. The sparkle of this stone remained in my mind long time after leaving the cave.
Millia finish my training, I was sent on a lonely planete on Outer Rim Territories. I was supposed to settle diplomatics problems betweens clans on it. Few day after this mission, I received a call from an archeologists team, based on the planete Anoat. They needed a Jedi to appraise an old artifact they found.

-There it is, Jedi Knight, the reason of our call.
-Indeed, this... item isn't a simple peace of metal. I feel the Dark Side Inside.
-The Dark Side... It is not a tale ?
-You never met a Consular Jedi, am I right ?
-Effectively.
-Well, when you meet one, ask him to talk about what he saw in the Holocrons of the Jedi Temple. And you will know to the tone of his voice that the Dark Side is true. Since décades, the Dark Side sleep deeply.
-You... You mean this artifact is a Sith Holocron ?
-Yes, that's what I think.
-Take it ! Please, take it with you !
-I'm not allowed to escort this kind of stuff alone to Coruscant, but, I can called the Jedi Conci...
-Take it ! I couldn't do my work knowing this... thing is here.

I accept to leave the planete with the Holocron. I decided to bring it back to Coruscant. During the trip, I was very curious about it. I broke down. I turn it on and I start to watch it.

"My name is Darth Sonur. I promise that I make a Sith Lord of anyone who follow my teaching. I can offer power !"
That was exactly what I expecting to hear from a Sith Lord. I listened his speech for a moment. He talk about his family, about how the Jedi's Order has snatching him from his parents. Just at the moment when I came to Coruscant, he was beginning to speak about the path that he take to the Dark Side.
I hesitate a long time about what I should do. Instead of bring the Holocron to the Jedi Temple, I choose to get back to the Outer Rim Territories. I knew that the Jedi Council will not allowed me to watch the contents of a Sith Holocron.

I follow the Darth Sonur voice, I learn to use the Dark Side to become more powerfull. I believed during years that I never could turn to the Dark Side. Before I realize it, i've become a Sith. I had anger, I had fear, I had jealousy against Jedi. One night, I decided to reflect about what I had become. During seven hours, I meditated. When I finished, I take my ship, and I fly to the crystal's cave. I took the orange one that I let behind me so long ago and replace the yellow one in my lightsaber with it.

That's how Dark Lyn came to the world.

[Rorbach]

When I still was a Jedi, there is one thing that makes me listening Darth Sonur's message. At the begining of his recording, he talked about his wife. He explained how the Jedi Order's rules prevented him to love her. This dilemma between his troth and his lover was the source of why he turned to the Dark Side. I had to hear the continuation of his story. I had to know.
Darth Sonur choose his lover, after that, he tried to explore the Force by himself, outside Jedi's dogma. He decided to use his love across the Force. He noted how his feeling made him more powerfull. He started to use his fear, his pain, his anger across the Force until he crossed to the Dark Side.
I sympathized to Darth Sonur, his Journey could have be mine.

I was weak. Thanks to the Dark Side, I became more strong by becoming a Sith. Enough strong to kill a Jedi.
Darth Sonur declared that everyone who follow his training is a Lord Sith, provided that the apprentice be capable to carrying out a task. This task was simple. Kill the Jedi Master who form the apprentice.

I had to kill my old master, Millia. I called her, on her ship, and ask her to join me on Dantooine, the planete of our first meet.
I wait her in an old Jedi temple. She came with her new padawan, a young girl.

-Nostar ! What are you doing here ? Some of us starts thinking that you was killed, no one see you since mounth ! I was relieved when I heared your voice !
-I'm glad to see you, Master.
-I'm glad too. You're not forced to call me Master again you know, I have a new padawan, as you see !
-Indeed.
-Nostar, are you okay ? You seems... Strange.
-I must do it, I hope you could forgive me someday.
-What are you talking about ?

I unsheathed my lightsaber and turn it on.
She noted that my blade's color wasn't the same as before. She understood that she had an ennemy in front of her. She also unsheathed her saber.
-Stay in my back, she said to her padawan.

We looked into the eyes.

-What happened to you ?
-I learned to embrace the Force, as a whole.
-I had to stop you and bring back to the Light Side.
-You'll never hamper me anymore.

There ensued a lightsaber's duel. I kill her, before I kill her padawan. I destroyed her ship and the message I sent to her, the only proof of my existence.