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[ANoob]

Journal 3/12/26

I had another good example of when a saber comes in handy today for every day and disaster use. A friend had a flat tire so I used my proffie saber to look under the car to find a good place for the jack. I really don’t like that my new proffie saber has a kill switch and I have not figured out how to mute the saber yet. The good thing about a kill switch is that you will always have some battery life in the saber.

[ANoob]

Journal 3/15/26

Dream
I had broken led modules in two of my sabers. One was my Azure Fallen diamond and the other was my new proffie pixel saber. I was trying to fix them in my dream. At least I had an Ultrasaber dream but sadly no Great in it.

[ANoob]

Journal 3/16/26

Went to dance workshop today at day program. Made me sad and miss my old dancing days. Also since I now am using a proffie saber with smooth swing dancing really doesn’t work well with it. I probably should try some Dan with my newest saber with music. The only problem is that I only like one sound font on it. Dancing will never be the same as it was with my Azure Fallen diamond.

[ANoob]

Journal 3/20/26

I heard from my case manager this morning about another program and therapy. It triggered the dream weaver into giving me two dreams. One had to do with the stuff with my case manager. The other one was finally the convention dream. In the convention dream I was hoping to find The Great in it. Also the other convention was happening at the same time.

[ANoob]

Journal 3/20/26 part 2

Wish me luck with the dream weaver tonight. I am kind of expecting the dream weaver to bite.  I did share some of my feelings and my mom shared her feelings about doing some other work with my case manager and another program.   I need to remember that I am not done with the nightmares. I really hope I am done with that dream of me wearing my saber to day program.

On another note I really miss my diamond saber and dancing.

[ANoob]

Journal 3/21-3/22/26

I recently had the insomnia monster after me. Thankfully the monster kept the dream weaver away that night. I am not going to do the newest program that I mentioned in my last entry. I will possibly be doing a full day at the day program I am going to right now. That was such a nightmare to deal with in the first place. I am not ready to have to go through that trauma again so soon.

The good news is that I was having a very nice saber dream this morning.  Wish I could remember the details of it.

[ANoob]

I was having technical problems with this website yesterday. Here is yesterday’s journal entry .

Journal 3/23/26

People got a big treat today at day program. I actually danced with my neo proffie saber today at day program. I do not enjoy my neo proffie saber for dancing. I may just need to practice more with it. The bypass for the pixel blade was not as stable as I would have liked it for dancing. I really want to get at least one of my diamond sabers fixed.

On another note I did write to my case manager today. Also the dream weaver bit. Didn’t enjoy it one bit.

[ANoob]

Journal 3/25/26

I will be going to the new part of day program today. Thankfully I am not embarrassed about my saber. Make that I don’t have time for the dream weaver to mess with me about that.  I also was asked if I wanted to be in a talent show at day program. No way on that.  That is another version of a nightmare for me. If I had a working diamond saber I may have done  tryouts for talent show.

[ANoob]

Journal 3/26/26

Yesterday the person I do care giving for found my lost saber.

I also had a wonderful time at day program. The new part has to do with the healthcare field.  I felt at home with the medical supplies and equipment. Especially since I speak medical terminology. I impressed everyone with my language. No one mentioned my saber in a bad way. I have only gotten positive comments about my saber at day program compared to my nightmares.

[ANoob]

Journal 3/29/26

Been sick since Thursday. I won’t be going to day program tomorrow. Actually was looking forward to going tomorrow but I don’t want to get that sensitive population sick. It feels so good to be comfortable with myself about my saber and my vanity at day program. Didn’t sleep well last night. It wasn’t just the Insomnia Monster but the not feeling well on top of it.

[ANoob]

Journal 4/2/26

Still not feeling well. I hope I am better soon.  My sabers and I mis going out. Especially to day program for all things.

[ANoob]

Journal 4/6/26

Sorry for the late entries. I have been sick and no energy to write. I did have an embarrassing lightsaber dream recently. The whole vanity thing was why I was embarrassed in my dream.

I am starting to feel better. I will try going to day program today. May go to see the person I am doing care giving for. Hope to get back into the routine of journaling soon.

[ANoob]

Journal 4/8/26

I was going to write a few days ago but was hoping technical difficulties with this website. There is some sad news in regards to day program. No more dance class this quarter. Quite disappointed about that. So I put away my dancing stuff today. Still not feeling my best.  I have been having weird dreams but can’t remember them.

On another note since I planned on doing more stuff at day program in the healthcare field I will be now dressing in my healthcare worker clothing now. I was tempted to wear my Azure Fallen diamond today because I am dressed as if I was going to the medical convention today.

[ANoob]

Journal 4/12/26

Really not much to write about this week.  Over the past few days people have commented on me wearing a saber everyday. Also I am pretty much feeling all better.

[ANoob]

Journal 4/15/26

I first want to congratulate The Great on 21 years of being in the saber business. It was nice to see him introduce the newest sabers to the US family. Thankfully they don’t interest me. I also am hoping to be dong more in the healthcare system at day program. I got the opportunity to do that job today. I am very proud of myself for getting over my fears and nightmares about my sabers, vanity, and other fears about day program.