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Journal 4/20/26

I am watching another used US saber online. It is a Scorpion with obsv3 soundboard SRD are that stats vitals it has. Did have the convention dream recently.

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Journal 4/24/26

It is looking positive that I will be getting the new saber I mentioned in my last journal entry. Also today is that talent show at my day program that people wanted me to dance in. Thankfully I am not going to watch it and especially not be in it. That would have definitely given me another version of some classic nightmares. I think the dream weaver would combine the dream of the dream with the talent show with the dream about wearing my saber to day program. If I get the new saber I will have obsidian fonts back but not in diamond format. Dancing probably would be easier then it is now with proffie. It has been so long that I have had a proper working US sound saber. I kind of forgotten what dancing with those fonts feels like. I don’t know how well the obsv3 soundboard and I would get along but I would think that it would be better then proffie that I am using now whenever I dance.

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Journal 4/26/26

I decided not to get the saber that I have been talking about in the past few journal entries. When I do eventually buy another US saber I probably with buy it new from The Great.

On another note the talent show at my day program made front page news in the local newspaper.

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Journal 4/28/26

I am kind of glad I didn’t buy the new saber because of my soundboard struggles.

I am fed up with soundboards and dancing because of The Great pulling a Great by getting rid of diamond boards. As stated in multiple entries even with obs soundboards or any other brand of soundboards dancing will never be the same because of the way diamond fonts are written. I loved when The Great said that gestures were the bread and butter of diamond boards. That is so true for a dancer like me. Haven’t seen that feature anywhere else. Also the spin and stab effect. No pressing buttons to trigger special effects is a game changer for dancing.  Sorry for the rambling yet again. Picking out soundboards is like shopping for toothpaste that I had to do yesterday that always reminds me of The Great.

On a happier note yesterday I had someone make a nice comment about wearing my saber while I was getting lunch.

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Journal 5/1/26

Heard from my case manager today regarding my next two appointments with them.  I am feeling like if it ok with the case manager if I could do the yearly review all by myself this year. I have healed so much trauma this year with my case manager. Also all the work with my dreams and journaling really helped me.  I may go back to sleep now. If I do wish me luck with the dream weaver. I really hope those day program and vanity about sabers are done.

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Journal 5/2/26

Very good news about the dream weaver. I actually had a dream about The Great instead of those nightmares I used to get every time I had to meet with my case manager. I was very happy when I woke up this morning. I actually saw The Great instead of think in my dream rather looking for him at the wrong convention like what the dream weaver makes me do in my other dreams.

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Journal May the Forth be with you 26

Hope everyone is having a wonderful Star Wars Day. I have a headache today. At day program today people got a very cool Star Wars Day treat. I brought the blade for my saber and everyone got to hear and see a sample of all the fonts on my proffie saber.

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Journal 5/12/26

This website has been driving me nuts with technology problems. Haven’t been able to write. Last time I tried I lost my whole entry. I do have my case manager in a week. Have been doing more in the healthcare field. I don’t want to write more because I don’t want to loose another entry here.

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Journal 5/16/26

Just had a bad dream about people being mean to Emory The Great. I can’t remember much of the dream.

In real life I have been more focused on the healthcare field rather then my sabers. I still do wear one every day. What would my vanity be without one?

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Journal 5/18/26

Wish me luck with the dream weaver tonight. Case manager tomorrow. I want to believe I am done with the classic nightmare about sabers and day program. Still phobic of ther yearly meetings at day program but not as afraid of the one with my case manager.

In real life I am getting back into using real sabers at night. I have come to terms with the broken diamond sabers and I am now using the Archon v2.1 diamond as a sleep saber with 32 or. 36 inch blade. Should update my stats vitals here.

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Journal for 5/23/26 written 5/24/26

Insomnia Monster bit my mother and i because she had to get up very early to get to the airport. The sneaky monster sure knows when to bite.

Back to present day
I am very positive that I am done with the day program and saber nightmares. The big test will be in August my birthday month is when I have to do the big yearly review of my medical care with day program and another one with my case manager. Not looking forward to that.

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Journal 5/26/26

Am feeling frustrated with the person I do caregiving for today. Thankfully someone made a very nice comment about my Star Wars clothes and saber when I was coming home from a coffee shop. That made me feel a bit better and definitely my vanity thanks them.

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Journal 5/26/26 part 2

I did something I never thought I would do today with my saber. I went to pick up my mother at the airport today. I actually went into the airport wearing my saber. I am proud of myself. Reminds me of when I got the idea to wear a saber everyday. The person I got the idea from wore a saber on an international flight.

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Journal 5/27/26

Dream last night. A member here bought some new sabers from The Great. One was one of the newest models. In real life it was nice to see some work of The Great show up in my dream.

Continuing from yesterday it was a small local airport I did that at with my saber. I don’t know if I would do that at an international airport.

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Journal 5/29/26

Just woke up to a fabulous dream about The Great. I would write more if I was comfortable that I won’t loose my entire because of how unstable this website can be. I may try to write more later.