ANoob has landed

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Journal 8/17/25

Made a little process with the dream weaver the last few days. I have been trying to trigger the dream weaver to give me a dream about The Great by watching some of his videos about US.

The Insomnia Monster had me a bit last night.

Maybe why I am not having lightsaber dreams is that I have tied up with healthcare and aviation disasters.

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Journal 8/18/25

I made progress with the dream weaver. In my dream last night I was wearing my Azure Fallen diamond and it fell of my belt. In real life I not wear that saber very much because of how fragile it is.

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Journal 8/23/25

Wildfires in Northern California close to where I live. Thankfully not heading towards me.  I did wear my Azure Fallen diamond yesterday because of the fire. Keep you all updated on the situation soon.

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Journal 8/24/25

My mother thought of a great idea for a commander tile for me. “Disaster Specialist”

Shel I propose it to the moderator for nominations and votes from other members.

Update on the wildfire it is growing in size but moving away from where I live.

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Journal 8/26/25

The Insomnia Monster bit last night. I know it was because my mother was talking about it.

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Journal 8/27/25

I finally remembered a dream. It was a large wildfire and I was in costume. I was wearing my everyday saber a non US one.

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Journal and dream 8/30/25

A new take on an old dream. This time the teacher who was mean to me about my sabers actually bought me two grab bag or mystery box sabers. We were talking about what saber I was hoping for. I was interested in The Third Sister LE.

Dream analysts
FYI I do have my scary medical type appointment this week.

I think this dream means to trust my new case manager.

[ANoob]

Journal 9/2/25

Tomorrow is the dreaded appointment. I am planning on doing the same thing I did when I had to deal with the doctor’s appointment when it comes to what sabers I use tonight. Hopefully I can outsmart the dream weaver and the Insomnia Monster tonight.

I will be wearing my Archon v2.1 tomorrow because of what happened in regards to my Azure Fallen diamond disaster. I may dance tomorrow but will probably be to scarred.

[ANoob]

Journal 9/3/25

Turns out I do not have to to to the appointment because the case manager is sick. I slept well last night. Thankfully I was only starting to have a dream before I got up.

On another note my heart is with all those who have died over the last few day in international natural disasters.

[ANoob]

Journal 9/4/25

I did one of those embarrassing things today. I accidentally went out without my saber. My vanity! Thankfully I was not too farm from home when I realized it.

Turns out I do have to do the medical appointment next week. Not happy about that.

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Journal 9/8/25

I kind of forgot about my journal the last few days. Oops. Maybe it is because I am dealing with medical related stuff. I will be buying stuff for my costume this week after I deal with the big scary medical appointment.

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Journal 9/10/25

I dealt with the medical appointment today. Turns out I am going to have to do them every three months. On the positive note I figured out why I am so scared of the appointments. It is because of prior trauma and ptsd. I did share about my sabers and my nightmares with the new case manager. Thankfully she understood.  Hopefully the dream weaver will leave me alone today and tonight. At least I am not feeling as bad as I expected to be feeling

[ANoob]

Journal 9/11/25

I would like to take a moment of silence to remember all those lives lost and all first responders on 9/11/2001. As someone who in into disasters and healthcare how could I forget to mention this disaster before. Maybe because I was only 6 years old at the time.

On another note the Insomnia Monster has bin after my mother lately. Thankfully I can get to sleep.

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Journal 9/16/26

It is Health Care Simulation Week. It would like to take a moment to thank all those in healthcare even though I and so many other have so much trauma in the department.

On the other hand I still have not had any luck with the dream weaver in regards to dreams about The Great, conventions or disasters.

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Dream 9/19/25 and journal
I finally got the dream weaver to behave. In real life today is the first day of early registration for next year’s medical convention.

In my dream it was the medical convention and I was looking for The Great at it.